So I am 8 weeks and 1 day pregnant! Our little newbie is still hanging in there and I still definitely feel pregnant. Still insanely excited and very much looking forward to the end of the first trimester when we can feel a little bit safer. I had an "intake…
So today is 7 weeks and I'm still pregnant! I keep telling myself over and over that we're fine, we're going to be fine this time. I have to, because there's that tiny little voice of worry in the back of my head that's afraid something's going to go wrong.…
So, today my little family got the most fantastic news. I am finally pregnant again! After a year and a half of trying, much disappointment, struggle, and one hope that was over as soon as we knew about it, I am 6 weeks pregnant and our darling child is due…
Every time I start writing this post, something comes up. Maybe I’m not meant to write about it, maybe I should just hold it in my heart. Or maybe it’s because there’s not much to tell, it happened so fast. Looking back it almost seemed like the blink of an…
A "Rainbow Baby" is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of the storm after you have experienced the loss of a child, stillbirth or miscarriage. When a rainbow appears, it doesn't mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still…
Friday, July 15, 2011 So I started off the countdown at a great pace. I thought I was going to make it through the next 27 days without going bonkers but tonight, that has proven to be untrue. I would like to know how a BLM who is not expecting…
Tuesday, June 7, 2011 I decided to join in on the "Right Where I Am" blog project by writing my first letter to Michael- To my sweet Michael, Well baby boy, it has been almost 10 months since your Dad and I had to say our hellos and goodbyes to…
Monday, May 9, 2011 But it was the best one! M got a very sweet Mother's Day card that he hand wrote for me. Even though his is the only one that deeply mattered, I felt forgotten this year and still do. Last year Mothers Day was full of happy…
Thursday, March 31, 2011 There really are no words. None that can truly grasp the essence of the emotions felt by me or any other parent that looses a baby. I know I haven't been blogging as much so this post may be out of the blue and pretty depressing…
Friday, January 21, 2011 Well I have made it through the first 2 weeks of school and I am still here. I miss all of you and have tried to keep up with you as well as I can in between studying for Adv. Patho., Pharm., Lab, Skills, and 2…